Sunday, December 4, 2011

Unconditional

He kicks and it makes a bad day, better. It not only brings a smile to my face but also to my heart. He's not even here yet and he already changes my every day. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. To embrace this much love is honestly a little scary to me. I may sound silly but until now I have chosen to love unconditionally. Its been a choice. I choose how much of myself I give over to another and the more I'm able to give, the more I love. But this, I have found this has nothing to do with choice. Its more instinctual. Its natural. Its naturally unconditional. It brings tears of joy to my eyes. There's no thought, no over-analyzing. It just is and I love that.