I think we all have been asked this question some point in life. Whether it's in a survey or in a classroom or like me just in the shower while random thoughts are running through my head. I know weird right? Thinking of my greatest fear while I am getting a shower? Trust me I don't understand where my brain is either most of the time! :-) Anyways, I was thinking to myself that death/dying is usually the #1 greatest fear but for me it is not death, it is not public speaking (although that does run pretty close to second). For me it is dying and never seeing the ones I love again. I know that when I die I will go to heaven but will I ever see my family, my husband, my friends again? I know the world is nothing compared to Heaven and living eternally with God. Is it fair to have a request when I get to heaven and that request being my husband, family, friends still the same? Or will it be completely different? I don't know and going to Heaven for me is definitely not sad but not having the ones I love is.
I do know to give this to God and ask him to take complete control over this fear. I do know having a relationship with him and trusting him with everything is in enough for me. Fear can be overwhelming and seem bigger than myself and scary and sad but it is very small compared to my relationship with God.
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